Paradise Lost

I will be a myth in your life
the pale ghost in your past,
our paradise lost in time

We may will be strangers someday soon, but beyond the surface we always will be bounded to each other, by the myth we create through the years and years. We will not be able to recognize each other in the future but by looking in each other's eyes, although this is not likely to happen anytime soon. Now it's almost time for me to go through the hardest part of the year, i hope i can make it.

I just want to be able to love again and not to be afraid to death of being myself. It's not so nice to realize that one is not able to open one's heart as always before.

... or maybe it's time to collapse the wave function of our reality and measure the state of our universe.